Consciousness is a Congenital Hallucination.

 humans are alive.




Phoebe Jaspe
this is my art. views. film. photography. mbti & psychology rants, surrealism, everything.

Being on the same side of the coin 

Suspend objective observation and logic, Focus on your inner feelings.

I’ve been thinking about the phrase ’we are on the same side of the coin’.

What I’m interested in about this metaphorical ‘coin’ is diminishing it, make it disappear through various art forms.

Once this happens, you will get infinity.

Fuck being on the same side of the coin or being on a blue or purple coin

This coin represents a prison, an ugly trap, a penopticon

It has superglue on it.

Most likely the coin only has one side.

Aim for infinity or you’re going to be stuck in your basement, or even worst, under the soils without freedom.

Emotions are important, you should develop your self-expression and self-awareness before it’s too late, you become a mindless automation.

Have a look at my film if you have time, it’s going to be shown at the Showroom Shorts May:

Iguana (2013) from Phoebe Jaspe on Vimeo.

Let me know what you think. (:

Got an International achievement scholarship :D

Getting used to random adults calling me a ‘scholar’ and that international students are the best. Meow. 

“To live is to learn.”- Ilha des flores

Film as an art form 

• INFJ: So are you rethinking starring in your own film then?
• ENFP (Me): Oh, I have a recurring idea that must be filmed in the future and I'll contribute in it. The cast of the film will be to gather a group of people that have loads of tattoos on their bodies, together, their costumes would be rainbow warrior outfits with war paint that have their bodies exposed, half naked, in tribal outfits and possibly take shrooms and their aim is to explore the forest and create rituals and fires. This will all be filmed dramatically, it has no aim or purpose, the message would be 'just experience life as it is'.
• INFJ: Well now that you've given the message away, there's no point in watching the movie. Question tho: doesn't sitting and watching a movie keep one from experiencing life as it is?
• ENFP: I think giving the message starts the viewer off with a doorway to what I am trying to convey, ideas are endless existing in its void, what matters is if you decide to pick it up and externalise it through art. Of course, I'm a life experiencer myself but you'd be surprise that the world is full of non-adventurers and people who prefer to stay in their comfort zones. I think I'd like to inspire people to come out of their shells and be more imaginative & creative. This would not happen unless the viewers are dreamers in the first place.
•  We are dreamers and there is always a point to watch other people's ideas through film.

ENFP INTP thoughts: MBTI and Socionics 

• ENFP (Phoebe Jaspe): Haha yea it sounded strange, I guess it's what teenage girls are like. Tbh I still feel really young but old at the same time. It's a weird feeling.
• INTP (Keith): I know the feeling.... I still like to go adn party and get high but i can also beat most 'adults' in a logical argument about pretty much anything. Part of it might come from knowledge of different cultures, people who have only lived in 1 country/culture tend to be simpler creatures I think.
• ENFP: Yeah that's so true. People who never left their own country tend to be more closed-minded. As they say, never trust yourself when you are 30. Everyone's a genius until they reach the age of 10. Kids tend to have a more open mind while their personality develops and chooses the specific cognitive functions they prefer to think in, the pathways usually solidifies as you get older. Scary thought but there are ways you could expand your mind, by traveling and soaking up knowledge and everything like a sponge. Strangely enough, majority of the world prefers to stay in their comfort zones and shuns intellectual pursuits. What I like about Mbti/socionics/neurology is that you could see how people prefer to think. Like the intp mind would be considered to have the ability to think the most openly according to your cognitive functions. Ti and Ne as your main & secondary.
•  With me, my Ne is the function that enables me to think widely as well... But I utilise this with Fi... I'm a more feeling type of person though but I appreciate logic.

Location: Sky Tower, A.d

Model: Phoebe Jaspe

Photographer: Angeli Castillo

Location: Old Jacob’s Factory, Sheffield, U.K.

Photographer: Michael Masser
www.michaelmasser.co.uk

Model: Phoebe Jaspe

Location: Old Jacob’s Factory, Sheffield, U.K.

Photographer: Michael Masser
www.michaelmasser.co.uk

Model: Phoebe Jaspe

My take on suicidal thoughts. Green is me (:

I shall create a blog post about why you shouldn’t end your life. And you should see loneliness as an enlightenment and awareness of mundanity.

We are all dying anyway.

Are these enfp thoughts?

Stay calm or the frog gets it II.
The frog would be beaten up, bombed, forced to wear lipstick and hit with 200mg heroine.
Then dumped at the back of a moving vehicle, a ford fiesta 1959, this hoodrat is going to be shot by a motherfucking gun and thrown away in the Great Wave off Kanagawa.
Stay calm, asshole.

Lol David the stud. Bahahha. At the waiting room for a job Interview.
Stay calm or the frog gets it.

My thoughts on the film Primer (2004) 

I’ve recently watched Primer (2004), no film has ever confused me in such a fascinating way about time traveling. 

These may be reliable sources for the explanation of the film in diagrams/reviews:

• Diagrams 1
• Diagram 2
• xkcd version
• Review of Primer (2004)

The film explores one possible sequence of events and consequence that occurs from the time machines, but from a vast perspective, we would imagine there would be millions of other possibilities that occur, that is not shown in the film. It is as mind blowing if you looked at it from Cthulhu’s cosmic perspective. So many possibilities and timelines created from one straight human timeline, while Abe and Aaron went through endless loops, back and forth, diagonal and horizontal, warping time and creating multiple selves within the same time frame and alternate realities. The internal aspects would be viewed as dark and light hives, like a permanent drug induced psychedelic and psychonautic experience. Putting yourself in the shoes of the time travelers, they seem to be suffering from insane brain trauma and the way they speak is unclear and illogical. The film shows an example of this [SPOILER]:

“6:00; Aaron (0) is knocked out with drugged cereal, Aaron (2 the hooded one) puts him into the attic. Aaron (6) appears and starts a brawl with Aaron (2). But Aaron (6) is too exhausted from time travelling so the hooded Aaron wins. However, after they speak, Aaron(6) convinces Aaron (2) to leave: the reason is that Aaron (6) has already lived through every event, and recorded conversations just like Aaron (2) wanted. So Aaron (2) leaves but before that Aaron (6) tells him what happened with him. Aaron (2) becomes the narrator, who called Aaron (0) to inform him what happened. What happens after this, that is not known by Aaron (2), because he leaves here.”

Some trivial questions about the film:

If Aaron 3 steals his own (Aaron Prime’s) passport, how did Aaron 2 (Hooded Aaron) get to France? Won’t they have 3 passports? Because it is implied that there would be multiple phones but only the original phone would be ringing. Only prime human’s phone will ring.

• Rule of thumb: always take a time machine with you when you go inside one. Lol what?

  • Damn, in Diagrams 1, there are 9 different time frames in 6 days. 

    Abe and Aaron are ‘cray cray’ bitches.

  • Their time traveling addictions is humorous even though it’s suppose to be a psychological sci-fi mindfuck film. 

  • Why so many time lines?

     I guess there’s no choice but to move on and on and on in a loop. Once you decide to time travel, you never go back to the original logical time frame.
  The consequences of time travelling would cause ear bleeds and knocking other doubles unconscious from time warp. Which is similar to the ideology of the rise of the Old Ones and the lost city R’lyeh from the oceans, people will feel mad and their brain collapses. But they might as well be mad if they created at least 100 different timelines, and those time travelers would decay and suddenly disappear. I understood that Shane Carruth wanted the audience to feel the consequences of time travelling, and the confusion plays a huge part. As most people would say, Aaron and Abe are confused with the series of events in the film, and we as audiences might as well feel the same.

By Phoebe Jaspe 

Political Test: Social Democratic Cosmopolitan 

An ENFP. I’m currently a social democratic Cosmopolitan.

13 percent of the test participators are in the same category and 65 percent are more extremist than you.

Enfp bitch smile

Finish the fight: enfp & infp

Wish life could be filmed naturally.

Julian & I (infp + enfp)